HSM♥JNYK!

Love is something you can't describe. Like the look of a rose, the smell of rain& maybe the feeling of forever.

You just gave me this strange feeling i never felt before, almost like i was beautiful inside out, almost like i could do anything& still shine in your eyes. Something that felt a lot like love.
There're no words to describe how I feel but you know I would give anything if it meant that you'd be happy.
♥J x 100000000 :B

HSM, as known. 16 on 10Sep09.
Hazardous Optimistic Sarcastic Heroic Intelligent Mellifluous Intriguing Nocturnal
So here beholds a story of life, a story of the brightest fantasies that every living person dreams of; a combination of love& laugh.
To tell the tale, in my own version, it was only then that i felt whole.

When you've laughed as much as you breathed,
you'll realize how beautiful life really is.
I think that one of the hardest things in life, is having words in your heart that you cannot utter. Every single person has at least one secret that would break
other's heart. If we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion& tolerance in the world. So that's how I learned the lesson, that everyone's alone. Your eyes must do some raining if you ever wna grow.

I think time is funny, Sometimes it robs us of everything, sometimes it grants us something new. Sometimes it's a new friend, sometimes it's a better understanding of ourselves, sometimes it's just a perfect day.

♥(JNYK) ♥(SMZ,ASQ,D,YY) ♥(Cliques) ♥(LXH)

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Long time since i post in this blog! I AM SO POSTING AT WORDPRESS NOW, SO WHY THE HELL ARE PEOPLE STILL VISITING HERE? LIKE 73 DIFFERENT PEOPLE VISITED HERE TODAY? HUH HUH HUH, VISIT MY PRESSY& COMMENT THERE LAH!!
THANK YOU, hahaha. WILL LINK ALL OF YOU SOON! GO THERE NOW!!!
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Hi! Im switching over to WORDPRESS now, soon, tmr! Will update you guys my pressy's url! Stay tuneeeee, im still figuring how to use wordpress!

Kthxbyez, i love my baby Ng!

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Hi again! I switched over to WORDPRESS as mentioned, this blog'll still be here though. My pressy's header total cool stuff, MY EYES. LOL.
So yes, this is my pressy's url. http://clumsywords.wordpress.com !
Comment me ooook, dont leave my blog lifelesss, thank you!
Hi, today wasnt very good. HSM's not happy. HSM's not like that rigggght? So where's the cheerful O' HSM? Ok, i've no idea.
On a happier note, C.I's ending tomorrow with no homeworks. But still, i am not happy -.-
Who to blame? My fucked up mom (: Thank you bitch for screwing up my day, for spoiling my everything. THANK YOU, i sincerely thank you for that. Fucked up bitch, what had you gain from ruining my everything huh? &Again, fucked up bitch, are you happy when im like this? If you're, please please please, go& visit the psychologist, you are in need of one.
I can totally typed a fuck in every single sentence, but i'll refrain from that, or maybe i should just do it?

Ok fucked up bitch, this is for you. Fucking gorge out your eyeballs after you read this or something. Why are you fucking saying something which is so ridiculously funny? If you're fucking not ashamed or paiseh after saying all those, let me tell you, i felt so fucking embarassed although there's noone there except for us. I felt like laughing straight at your fucking face, telling you how stupid& fucked up you're behaving like. You need a fucking cactus up your ass, mummy.

Ok shut up HSM, stop all the vulgarities. Peace out.

Everybody's behaving like total morons nowadays, i am too. My moodswing's totally serious, i mean like 360 degree flip. Apologies if i actually scolded anyone, i dont mean it. Really, dont talk to me if you dont wna get scoldings from me, you know imma total bitch when im pissed off. Thanks.

On a happier note again, tomorrow's one month with J♥. One month, like finally. I wonder how tomorrow will be like. My mood's overwhelming me, i cant be me anymore. Im sorrrrry J♥, i know my mood affected yours, promise i'll be alright once again. Im glaaaad, really glaaaad to have your encouragements, love, care& concern. With you, im really going to be alright again. Thanks J♥!

Whats worst then today? I dont know. Im probably moving over, i dont wna stay here anymore,if possible. Peace out again.

Hi J♥,
You knew/saw the worst of me, yet you never give me up. Thank you, you're all i need, right now.
G'daaaay people :O My life's humdrum these few days& will be for tomorrow& Friday. Chinese intensive all the way, totally suck balls. Like wtf, we're like lifeless idiots doing the same O' thing everyday, same routine, same schedule for five hours. One compo, one letter writing, two practice papers. Today's a little more special in a bad way, we've two compos& the rest. -.- How great is this you tell me! ITS ONLY CHINESE Os, THIS IS WAY TOO EXAGGERATED!!!!! Omygod, i cant stand this, but i need to, another two more days& everything's over. No to be exact, five? four? more days. IM WAITING, IM YEARNING FOR THAT DAY'S ARRIVAL. God bless me, regarding my Chinese Os, an A1 pleaseee :D I must, hawhaw.

I was so irritated by this someone today, crazy mtherfker -.- Stupid old hag. Omygod, just shut up& die, thank you. STOP getting on my nerves, thank you again.

Why is everybody getting so fucked up nowadays? I wonder why lah. Like seriously, if its because you guys're over stress or whateveryourexcuses are, there's no reason why you should actually vent your anger/frustrations on others!! Sorry but if you think im going to just let you vent your angers, you're so fucking wrong. Who am i to you? Dont behave like a moron, this is getting no where. You're only making yourself feel worse, your friends feel worse. But obviously not HSM, because HSM dont give a fuck about this. HSM has much more important things to care about like J♥& all. Omyyyygod, cocked up shitz. If you're going to think/broad so much over nonsensical stuffs, i'd rather you spend your time doing something more meaningful, though i think its not much of a difference. Because everything you do= nonsensical! What huh..? Running away from your problems? Hahahaha, stupid fucked up coward, do you even deserve to be MY friend? Think bout that, get this into your tinyweeny brain you dipstick.

Stupid J♥ made me so upset today! But no, i didnt ' emo' ok, not my style stupid baby :B How can you tell me you dont care! I know you careeee aloooot lo, dumbdumb. 29Dayssss :D:D:D:D Dont everrrrr tell me that again ok! Luvvvvvvv much!

&Omygod, first H1N1 case in Singapore if im correct. Holyshitz, howhowhow, i dont want to die!! Ok whatever. That guy/lady's still alive, god bless her? Hopefully there wont be a spread of H1N1 in Singapore. But on another perspective, its kind of good? We'll probably stop school if someone died thanks to that. BUTBUTBUT the long awaited Os will probably be shifted to a later time, HELL NOOOOOOOOOOO :( Ok whatever.

Hi J♥,
I can actually type a million things down here to tell you how i feel, but the bottom line will still be, i need you& obviously i love you!

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